Years ago I’ve had a health problem. Medium I should say, taking as always the full part of the glass. Medium was still meaning an imminent surgery followed by the impossibility of having my second child.
For me, starting from that point, it was the beginning of an irreversible process of learning, going deep down in an area completely unknown until then. It was a sort of Pandora’s Box, and those in love with naturopathy will know what I am talking about. I should say the circumstances were favourable….why not believe in destiny? All of us have in some moments in life sensation that everything is drawn and it is the best to let us taken by life as a smooth stream. Every fight with “what is written for us” is turning to be our worst enemy.
Maybe the moment of leaving Romania (for only two years-I was told and thinking), together with the delay by default of the surgery, a few months of “between jobs” – as Americans use to say-made me find an alternative solution.
I have no intention to tell you now about my first steps in the field, the smooth and effortless transition from one day to another to vegetarianism. I can say after a year I was somebody else, even my physiognomy was changed. In a few months my surgery has no reason to be done, I was feeling healthier and energetically as ever, enlightening from inside the world around me. It was the moment God sends me my precious gift, my second child.
The change was so profound and sudden for those around me, than I was attracting more people looking like me. My husband started to be more and more like a stranger. ”Those who are not with us are against us”-this use to be the conclusion of what was happening after, with my husband’s perception about myself, our marriage, about our inevitable divorce in the end.
There are moments in life, crossways, we discover only after another portion of way. Years of searching and finding, looking back to what we used to be then…what we are today. And we will simply know that the way we chosen was good-or maybe the only one to follow.